| PenniesMom | 09-04-2010 11:43 PM |
Chorkie
All my life ive disliked Chi's there was one in my neighborhood that attacked me daily i never wanted to be in the same room as one i dont think its pushing it to say i hated them, and then through lies and deceit I purchased a Chorkie i wanted to hate her i pushed her away i wanted a yorkie not a mix she was 7 weeks old and 1.6 lbs wouldnt eat or drink on her own so i force fed her after all i couldnt let her die even if i didnt want her. She started gaining weight slowly and i knew i was doing my job well but still i disliked her, and then at about 2 and a half months old she got very sick ( allergic to eggs we found out later ) and for three days she almost died in my arms for three days she had loss stool and threw up foam she lay weak and unmoving and i held her and forced her to drink with an eye dropper and ground her food up and spoon fed her. She pulled through and i never looked at her the same again. I love that little girl more then life itself and everytime she turns those loving trusting doe eyes on me im shamed of myself shamed because i didnt love her for reasons that were not her fault. we are inseprable now and looking at her every day reminds me of the fight for her life that we won together and the fight for my heart that my little 2 pound baby girl in her weakest moment in life ...won all alone Sienna Rose you are the sunshine in mommies life and I thank you everyday for choosing selfish me for the gift of being your mother | 