So very upset!
 

I hope you all don't think I have gone off the deep end, but I am so very very upset.
I had a picture of my last precious little furbaby and me. I hate my picture taken but this was a picture of her and me together taken a week before she died. It was taken with my Blackberry and I left it on there just to look at from time to time. (I know, I should have sent it to my computer).

A little about her....Her name is Kayla. I lost her in July of 2008 (so I probably should be over this by now) she was the light of my life. Our bond was so very strong. The last couple of years of her little life, the bond grew even stronger. She lost her eyesight. She was up until that point, a pretty independent little girl. Now so totally dependent. She was such a little princess and even to this day I tear up when I think of her. I miss her so much.


Now for the picture...........well I went and upgraded the software on my blackberry last weekend. A few days later I went to look at my pictures and that picture was gone. I was devastated. It was nowhere to be found. I made 2 calls to tech support and there is nothing that can be done. I was told that sometimes when you do a software update it will delete some things to make room for the update. Now mind you the backup didn't backup any of the pictures.
I did not have a media card in it so this is totally my fault. It could have deleted any other picture on there, but just not that one. Now I know you all will probably think this stupid but, it feels like I just lost her all over again.
I am so devastated and in tears when I think of this. I know this too shall pass but this is a picture I will NEVER be able to recreate.
Sorry for the length of this. Thanks for "listening".

:( I am so sorry to read this! You are not at all silly for the way that you feel...you are in the company of many that understand the love and bond that is shared with these guys. I am really sorry about your picture.

Hugs!!!

I'm so sorry that you lost your picture. We don't think you've gone off the deep end; I'm sure that most of us here understand why you feel that way. I hope you feel better soon

Oh love I would be upset also. Poor you. Try and remember all the wonderful things you did together. Not a substitute but it might help.

Hugs Shirl x x

I can see where you would be upset. I am sorry you lost your favorite picture of your special girl.

I am thankful you did post this cause I know I have a few pictures and vidios of my Jeter on my phone that I don't want to lose. My little Jeter passed away on the 15 of this month.

I think I would take the blackberry into the store and let the tec's try and see if anything could be done. Worth a shot.....I still cry when I look at pic's of my schnauzer Betsy who will be gone three years this June....totally can understand. Rose and Levi

Try to think if you sent that picture to anyone.

I'm sorry for you, I totally understand where you are. I had taken pictures of my kitty her last morning with us and somehow I "lost" the file on my computer when I was trying to back them up. I could not find them anywhere and I made hubby sit at the computer for hours to try and find them. They were still on the hard drive thankfully and he was able to recover them.

I would take your blackberry into the store and see if it might be somewhere in there. It is worth to try. Good luck and you are not being silly at all. Hugs.

OH I am so sorry for you. And no, I do not think you have gone off the deep end on this, cause you will never have that moment again.

Not exactally the same, but my Mom taped over my youngest son's moments at the hospital when he was born. I am still hurting over that. :rolleyes:

So sorry for your loss. We drove from Fla to Mich for our daughters wedding with our recorder and took some great shots of everything. Personal messages, wedding ceremony, afterwards, etc. I took it to Walmart to make it into a DVD from the mini cassette and the erased the whole thing. Thankfully my daughter copied it to her camera before we left so there is a copy of it but if she had not done it..... It's not the same as your situation but I certainly sympathize.:cry:

Sorry for the loss of the puppy and even more so about the picture. Many more folks here will now back up the phones, computers, cameras, etc. and sigh a "thank you" to you.

I hope the techs can help you and maybe you did send it to someone who can send it back to you.

I am so sorry to hear about you losing the picture. I know how you feel and you have a right. I love my babies too and would feel the same way. You do have your memories and no one can take that away from you. God bless.

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Kim -- Mommy to Angel, Hannah & Mia. :animal37:animal37:animal37

That's so upsetting. Do you have any other pictures of the two of you that you like?

am so sorry for your loss i know our furbabys our ...our lifes and when you lose one its just like family it took me 10 years to get over my furbaby it was one year ago that i got my little sophie i know it will kill me if anything happen to her . i lost a picture of my furbaby 5 years ago and i felt the same way it is just going to take time

No, I don't think you have gone off the deep end!!!!! I would be the same way! These babies are a part of our family, just as our skin babies are and we love them just as much..... I am soooo sorry:(

I completely understand! I have to have my 15 year old man put down last March. He was my first personal dog. He was my "pound puppy" and I'd had him since I was in the 3rd grade. We grew up together. He was with me through elementary school, high school, and the start of my adult life. A month before he left us, I had taken some beautiful pictures of him outside on an unusually gorgeous day. Well, last summer my laptop crashed. My boyfriend did everything he could, but there was no saving anything on the harddrive. I now have an external harddrive and I backup everything constantly, but I'll never get those pictures back of my first baby. It is devastating, so I totally understand how you feel about losing that picture. I'm so sorry that happened to you and I'm so sorry for your loss. <3

I understand how you feel.:( I treasure each and every picture of my Muffin so much and I can certainly put myself in your place.

I am so very sorry for your loss, and I also know how you feel. I lost my beloved Auggie Doggie (it will be three years in Feb.) and I am still not over the loss. I now have 4 yorkies which keep me very busy and I love them all as if they are my children. But it still doesn't fill the hole in my heart.

I wish you the best and I am so sorry you lost your picture.

Thank you all for the kind words of understanding.
I may try to find a computer "geek" and see if they can find the picture. I don't think I will get my hopes up as I don't want to be upset again. Not sure a computer "geek" would know much about the Blackberry but worth a try.