| Laurn7f | 04-13-2009 04:55 AM | Quote:
Originally Posted by k-angel
(Post 2569552)
Jaidyn knows what happened. When our neighbor came to tell me what had happened, Jaidyn was listening.. and while he's only three, he's a very smart three IMO and he knows what happened but he doesnt really understand the depth of it yet.. but no, neither of us actually saw it.. that would have been so heart wrenching... but jaidyn and i have talked about it a little bit because i do want him to understand that it was just an accident and that it wasnt his fault | I can sympathize....last July I actually witnessed my baby get run over, and it was a scene from a horror movie, and something I can never get out of my head. I am so glad you didn't have to witness it...it adds a level of grief you can't imagine....
She was only 3 months old....It is hard, but you will be okay. To this day I still can't let myself think about what I saw or i'll cry hysterically, but my other baby Mya (who I got VERY soon after to help me grieve) was my savior...I call her my happy pill and I don't know what I would have done without her. Probably been hospitalized.
Take comfort in your other babies...they know you are hurting and will provide you with a sense of "i love you mommy" that you just need to feel.
I am so sorry for your loss...atleast he didn't suffer. RIP little Koda, Keelyn will take care of you in doggy heaven. |