I wanted to say bye
 

Well it has been a crazy couple of days.. I am throwing in the towel for breeding. As a breeder you put your all into your furkids and just like your human kids you make sure they have they VERY best. My lil Tinkerbell passed away and I am hurting so bad that I am calling it QUIT cold turkey.. I have found new homes for most of the babies because I KNOW it is BEST for them because my heart IS BROKEN. I have lost in the past but never like this lil girl, she was a lil bitty thing almost 2lbs at almost 6months...but I gave my all and a zillion more. I may have two litter up coming but after that I am done...your heart can work in different ways:( I dont know what else to do.:aimeeyork

Lana
Akcyorkies4u

Lana, you know how sorry I'm for all this:( you have also my e-mail so please keep in touch:cry::big_hug:
R.I.P. Tink:rbyorkie:

So sorry for your loss!

I am so sorry for your lose, I hope the best for you in the upcoming days! It is so hard to lose a little one and I can't imagine what you are going through, best of luck!



Jackson:aimeeyork Gracie:aimeeyork Tucker:aimeeyork Rosey:aimeeyork Abigayle:aimeeyork

I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope that your good memories will bring some comfort to you...

Many hugs....

deb

I am soooooooo sorry for your loss, it's a sad sad time when you lose one. Sending you hugs and prayers.

I am so sorry. What happened to your baby?

I'm so sorry for your loss. You sound very upset from your post, and rightfully so. :(

Lana, why did she pass away? I'm so sorry to hear this. Are you keeping Razaels mom and dad? Which two may be expecting? I know how hurt you are. I lost my 16 year old Chihuahua last year to a stroke. I still cry. Please, know that God will help you thru this. We love you!!

Oh - I am so sorry for your loss - I know this is a very tough time right now and take your time to heal - you will definitely need that. I am sending a million hugs your way.

I am very sorry for your loss.

Tammy

I am so sorry for your loss. I los t my little Dixie last year at 6 months. It is so hard to understand why their lives were too short.

sorry for your lose! breeding is so hard, it hurts to lose one. But think of all one that lived too. right now we are losing on our puppies, had to come down the price and I had to downsize. Vet bills are out of this world. Lots of us breeder are giving it up. lily

Oh Lana, I am so sorry. Calm down sweetie. I have met you and I know you are a great yorkie mama. Sometimes these things happen and I know your heart is broken, but you can and will adjust. If you need anything at all, just PM me and I will be there.
Sonya

I'm sorry for your loss :( and I hope the good memories of your sweet baby outweigh the sad one's very soon.

I'm so sorry about your loss. I know it must be sooo hard. I'll pray for you to do what's best.

Lana I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. Although it doesn't really help you at this moment to hear from everyone that time will heal your pain, but it will become easier through time. It is then that you will be able to remember all the good, funny and loving things about Tinkerbell. Know that everyone here feels for you and may not always know what to say to help ease your pain, but, we are here for you.
And, perhaps, rather than forever giving up breeding, perhaps you can just take a break from it for now. During which time you can make such an important decision more clearly rather than through a haze of pain.
Lana I do not know you, but I feel for you and I know that you will eventually be able to accept Tinkerbell's loss and that you will be filled with her memories of love rather than memories of pain.
Carolyn :xmascand:

So sorry for your loss:(:(

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All I can say is WOW thank you ALL for your support. It has been very tough for me this past week. I have received several emails and Pms from people here and I would of NEVER thought that as many cared. THANK YOU ALL

Tinkerbell started coughing.. I was like hmm this can not be, so I took her and five of the other babies to the vet thinking she caught KC (kennel cough) and if she had it then good gravy they all were going to catch it since they all live in the same house... Well the vet loved to see us all come in...

She checked Tink and the crew out and ran some tests then gave me a call about 1 hours later to pick them up. She didnt realize I never left..lol (never leave your babies ALONE at the vet if you can help it.)
The vet gave them anitbiotics and she stated that Tink has KC. But the other babies had no symptoms so she did not want to treat them. But of course she said bring them back in right away if I notice anything.. SO when I got home I wondered WHERE, How what ?? How did Tink catch it.

Well my mind got to going and since I have a mommy brain I couldnt think of anything right off.. then it hit me .. About 2weeks before my friend came over and she brought over her ONLY 7weeks old little Min Pintcher, Delta Dior "DD". ( I know ) She just got her and wanted me to meet her.. Well I heard the thing cough but didnt give it a secound thought because I heard it and that was it. The others were outside and Tink was not allowed outside without me or hubby. Anyhow Tink started to cough a few days later.
So off to the vet.. Anyhow Tink was given a portion of the meds due to her size, she couldnt fight this off and ended up back at the vet were she lost her fight. Her lil air ways were inflamed and she didnt get better her body was too tiny to heal itself. I knew that this little baby was a keeper when she was born :)

So I called my friend and told her Tink had KC and to go have "DD" checked out...Well she found out that little Delta Dior "DD" has KC too:eek:, Debra (my friend) called the breeder lady and told her about "DD" having KC and come to find out ALL her dogs have it!!! :mad::mad::mad: So Tink got it from Debras backyard breeder:mad:.
This lady is paying for "DD" to be treated. (Which she SHOULD)
So Debra called the breeder and told her about Tink catching KC from "DD" So the lady called me and says how sorry she is and how this is only her 2nd litter and she feels SOO horrid and she wants to pay all my vet bills :eek: She wanted my vet info to find out what was done and she came over after she left the vet and paid me. She said that nothing good comes from doing a person wrong and Debra told her how much Tink meant to me and she started bawling!!!

I miss my baby!! So I have made some RUSH decisions but it will work out and I think it is for the best.

I am keeping 5 Tiffany, Charlie Jr, Kizzy, Precious,Giz and hmmmm I shall see what happens. I still may have 2 litters coming wont know until next vet appt.. But I will keep you all posted and thanks AGAIN!!!:D

What an unfortunate tragedy to happen! I'm so sorry for the loss of your sweet little Tinkerbell. That was nice of the breeder to take care of the vet bills BUT Money can never replace what you've now lost! May her little soul rest in peace!

I am so sorry for your loss, I can not even imagine how hard it is. I have seen your site and you have such beautiful babies. I will pray that they all stay healthy and that with time you be able to heal.

What a shame. I am sorry that happened to you and your baby.
Your friend must feel terrible. It's a sad story. I wish you well and
good health to the rest of your babies.

Lana, I am so glad to see you post again. and again I am so so sorry about Tinkerbell. I hope to see you again at the next show in Bakersfield!