[paulapoo]

I was married for a very short time and we did not have any children. I am almost 36. I'm thinking of becoming a foster mom, but I don't know if I can do it financially. I have always had the desire to be a mom. With women having babies in their late 30's and early 40's these days, I still have hope to meet a wonderful man, but I'm starting to prepare myself for if that never happens. (I'm a jerk magnet when it comes to men) I think God brought my dogs into my life to fill that part of my heart that felt incomplete. All my friends and siblings have kids, my last single friend got married last year. And I don't want it to sound like if I were to meet a nice guy and have kids that my relationship would change with my dogs, because it wouldn't. I keep my friends baby every other saturday and they love her. They even go around the house looking for her when she's gone. I think we are given people/dogs to love. It's a gift and its unconditional. I am blessed.