Thank you for the hugs and words of support, its really great being here!
We could all do with sharing some feelings here especially since we are on the verge of exploding. It makes sense because I only post personal stuff when I explode. Otherwise, if can keep calm and control it, I would. I myself am not sure if I would regret posting stuff in public. I might but I am really feeling better right now and that is all that matters for today because how do you get by day by day if you do not settle what you feel today? It'd be nice if it can be deleted after though, maybe. There is a lot more to the story that I supposed I cannot share here but it hurts. Very much. Most of the time I am very easy going but I feel people have gone too far and too much out of line that bothers me.
The other thing is, when I read how grandparents treat yorkies very good and spoil them; I kind of feel bad for my boy. I know I am not supposed to compare and I try not to but I just feel bad for him. I mean I can understand that not everyone likes dogs but he at least deserves a chance. Its not like he is spoilt to the extent of not being trained or no discipline. He is very well trained, only has separation anxiety problem which I am working on very very slowly. His temperament is the best out of all the dogs I have had. I just feel so bad for him at times. He deserves a little more love and credit and not being judged so much. I know if I go home to visit my parents for a few weeks and I can't bring him, I'd probably have to worry about my boy. I just wish I had a little more support and Siu Pao gets a little more love that he deserves.