[JESSY_RN2B]

I am glad you posted this.

I have been so blue lately. I have been married for 4 years to a wonderful man. We have 3 furkids and no skin children. We were waiting until I finished school.

Recently, we decided to try for a skin kid as I am soon to graduate.........to make a long story short.....I may not be able to have them..... I am extremely depressed and society's pressure is the worst. My mother in law keeps asking for grandchildren and the so do many other people. Hubby and I both just turned 25.

I am enduring such mixed feelings........I don't want to share my personal life with everyone, but lately I feel like I want to explode........do I make sense?

I know I shouldn't be devulging this here........but I feel comfort in this thread.

I am so grateful for my furkids.........they are my children too. I have stopped caring what others have to say about my obsession. It isn't a sin to love them this much. I take pride and comfort with the way I care for them. They are God's special gift to me and my hubby. I am appreciate the time God is letting them be with me...........they are afterall innocent angels of God.

Jess