I don't know, probably once I started to get to know people on here. Some people reached out to me and just PM'd me and we would talk. Other times I'd just jump in a thread and start posting (possibly why I killed so many threads

and yet I cannot kill the thread "threadkiller"

)
I guess once I started posting pictures of my two little ones and started getting to know and recognize other peoples babies, then I started feeling more at home here. Sometimes YT seems SO huge when you think of ALL the members on here and I try not to box myself in to just a few people and I try to reach out to new members and welcome them and get to know them too like other people did for me. It's not easy being a new person, sometimes you can feel ignored and like you don't belong on some boards but everyone has always been SO super friendly on YT, in the beginning I wouldn't say I felt unwanted or like I didn't belong but now I feel like all of you are a part of my family