Everyone grieves in different ways. The way you feel is the way you feel, it is neither right or wrong, it is just your brain talking to your heart. For me, after I lost my dear little Laciebug, it was almost 10 years before I was ready to let another Yorkie into my life. In the meantime we became proud parents to the most wonderful Boxer that ever walked the face of the earth. I now have a house full of young yorkies now and an elderly boxer.
Sending hugs....
I am so glad that you found this site and were able to allow us the opportunity to share your grief