For you for strength and for your pain
For your Grandmother for comfort
For your Mother for healing
For their Doctor's for wisdom
It's so hard when you have so much going on with your own relationships and then there's others in the family that need you to be there for them. You can do it. Just remember to take time to renew yourself (your mind, body and soul) when things start to feel overwhelming.
There are so many good people here. You can have family and you can have friends, but remember that there is a community of
people here, many you have never met, who care for you, feel for you, and will pray for you. We don't ever need to know the "why". You know and God knows.