Hey BlondieGirl87... I'm sending you love, hugs and all the best thoughts that I can. I understand where you're coming from. I don't know how old you are or how long you were in this relationship, but you sound like one heck of great gal and I would think that any guy would be lucky to be dating you. You have some health issues with your family right now - if that's caused a problem - well then "let the bird flY". If this was meant to be - it will be. But for now... keep things positive, for your family and yourself. Family IS important. Try not to stress out about it and just focus on what you can do. Have faith in yourself and pray.
Wishing the BEST for you!!!
Connie
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