Joy - Know that we are here for you for whatever you need. There are times in life when you need others and this is most definitely a time for you. Please don't keep it to yourself - talk, talk, talk and we'll listen, and send hugs and prayers.
As far as calling off the engagement, please don't worry what anyone will think. You have to do what you think is best for you. I hope that your mom is able to fight her cancer again and that you can find a relationship with her that brings you comfort. And that your grandmother doesn't suffer too much.
Let Jaden and Jewelina give you lots of hugs and kisses and lots of reasons to smile.
PM me anytime.
