Welcome. You've certainly come to the right place. I'm so sorry that your little guy didn't make it
We lost our Starr in October, she was only 3

She bled to death after surgery to remove an intestinal blockage. I know your pain all too well, and my heart goes out to you
When my husband insisted on getting our Luna immediately afterward, I fought and refused, and was SO upset with him for getting her. She almost died on us as well, and BOY did we bond. I truly believe that having her has helped me to heal so much!
So glad you found us!!!!