why am I still having .... Pantic Attacks? Sunday we took are kids to the show and watched "Deck The Halls" A funny movie. In the middle of the movie I started feeling this headache coming on, then all of a sudden my body felt like it was heating up like the medicine icy hot. I tried to shake it off, take deep breaths but it wouldnt go away. After a few minutes I told my husband to come to the bathroom with me.
We get to the bathroom and I start shaking so bad I could hardly stand up, my teeth was chattering and could not take any deep breaths. My mouth went extreamly dry, felt like I had a bag of cotton balls in my mouth.
We never did get to finish the movie and we had a hour drive home, the whole time home I was shaking.
I had no reason to have this attack, I was having a great evening and it came right out of the blue.
I finally took the medicine my doctor prescribed (Paxil) but all it did was make me overly tired. Now last night I had another attack. I'm at my wits end with this, I dont know what to do, it's so scary. I even told myself last night that I was tired of this and wanted to end it.
I have 3 beautiful daughters and a wonderful husband. I have to be out of my mind for saying crap like that!
I went and talked to my counsler yesterday, everything was fine until that evening.
I wish I could understand why I'm going through how I can make it go away!
I'm so tired of it, there are days I dont even want to wake up and get out of bed. |