People can say things without thinking of what it could really mean to you and maybe she didn't mean it to sting ?
you have nothing to be wondering about - most girls your age don't know what it's like to take care of anything but their own selves - you should be proud of what you're doing and you don't need a guy to do it with either -
I'm sorry you're still getting over your b/f - that must have really hurt to be still so fresh
but you're lucky to have layla
the guys will come and go - maybe one will stay and be the 'One' ...but for now, you know she loves you and if you're happy with yourself - that's all that counts