Sometimes in life, you have to do what is necessary. Take good care of yourself and your family as best as possible. I remember when my grandfather passed away, I left my children home with their father. I had never been away from them at all. I felt soo bad about that, but my mother needed me more. If you do what you feel is the right thing, when all is said and done, you will feel good about it. Happiness is just ahead. You will have lots of time to love JeBo