Okay, I believe I've finally decided to go ahead and....
KEEP THE BABY.
It's not going to be easy, on the flip side it shouldn't be too terrible either.
The father still wants nothing to do w/ her (did I tell you guys I found out it's a little girl?) and myself. In fact I told him Thanksgiving morning. He was polite about his reaction and gave me a hug. I fear that'll be the last hug I get from him. We'll see.
Loads of drama and I'm trying not to stress out any further. I know the unborn child doesn't need that. It's cramped, no doubt, in there as it is! lol NO ADDED PRESSURE NEEDED!
So, I guess the next step is thinking of names?
(If already begun taking care of the true next steps and those are financial and legal ones, but I'm looking on the bright side!)
I am thinking about Taylor Anne and then my last name.
Any thoughts on Taylor for a first name?
I'd definently like to try to keep the middle name Anne as it's both my middle name and my mothers. We're trying to get yet another family tradition started.
Thanks for all the advice and support everyone!! You're better than most of the baby forums I belong to! lol