doortego-
That makes sense, and my thoughts have gone there...it just doens't "feel" appropriate, but naturally I would do what I thought was right. And what you've said makes sense and is most likely what I'd do.
Also, do you think that since I want what's best for this child, that that might be to give it to a home *more* prepared than myself? Or just because I'm not more prepared doesn't mean that a home that is would be better and that I shouldn't try to raise the child myself??
Thanks for everyone's input! It's really helping me to not stress out as much as I would otherwise.