[Bama Yorkie Mom]

sorry and thanks to all who gave ideas even if a couple made it sound like i was holding back on why i really wanted to get rid of her, like i wasnt telling all the truth about kizzy, as I know it makes people wonder sometimes, even I wonder why some times people want to rehome one, but to me if they want to just because they dont want them, it is up to them. I dont think anyone meant to actually hurt my feelings. I've been pretty upset for a while now and i couldnt do the things i have always done and I just cant stand having to let hubby work and do stuff for me after work, when I dont work and i'm home all day. he is good to me. But he did let me know last night when I told him i had offers Kizzy already, that she wasnt going anywhere and that I would feel better once I got my cast off and could give them their reg baths and brushings and care for them like ive always done, because he knows how much i always loved giving them baths, making them pretty and how much company they had been to me and he said right now I was just letting things get to me because i had to much time to sit here and think on things i couldnt control and let everything get to me. He thinks I need my dogs as i'm home a lot and he said he can tell a difference in the way ive felt since getting them. but i dont think thats all their is to it. he just loves them too and dont want to admit its him too. So I guess that ends the idea of Kizzy going anywhere. And honestly, he is right about my getting depressed because i had too much time on my hands this past 5 weeks when i couldnt just go about my business without having to ask for help from him. I guess i'v always been too hard headed or independent to sit and let people do things for me. and I do hate that. I rather do anything than ask someone to do something for me as small as cutting up my meat, like he was doing among other things, like lifting things i couldnt just to get supper on the table, etc.
I got some good news today tho.the dr. removed my cast and said the bone was healed and i dont even have to wear the splint he thought i would. tho its still gonna be sore for a while, but to wear the splint when im doing house work and dont do too much to the point it hurts which wont be too much for a while. but to exercise my wrist and fingers each day and take it a day at a time to build up the muscles and get the fluids circulating again. so i feel a lot better tonight, and i'm sure kizzy will be happier to get back in My own arms for her baths and of course maggie to as they have always been so good about their baths. just hope things work out for my kids, as i am dreading my holidays this yr if their not all here together. but since their just separated i told them both, for the kids i hope they can do like they did last yr and come on like their nothing wrong. they were separated during the holidays last yr and came on up like nothing was different.. so they've been separated over a yr, before we knew it, so can you see why we were so shocked?, yet they were still going places and doing things with the kids and still are. I know they will both always do whats best for the kids. they always have.
sorry again all and i owe an apology and hope its accepted.