Those of us that have told our story have done so in trying to help you. I love my children so much and with each I now know what a mothers love is. Loving a child is like nothing else in this world. When that child is placed in your arms nothing in this world compares to that beautiful moment. You can't explain it. You love that helpless being with all you have in you. They need you so much and are so perfect and innocent that you want to protect them from all that is wrong in the world. Having a child is the most wonderful gift that God can give. It by far is the most rewarding thing I have ever done. It is scary to think that every thing you do will effect your child. You have to give up alot but in my world it is worth it. My husband and I haven't been to an adult movie since the first spiderman came out. But hey I would rather go see Garfield with my girls any day. You are smart to give this alot of thought. If you think you can be a good mother then go for it. If you don't think your up for the task then give that Baby to someone who will be. I wish you peace in what you decide.
__________________  Connie k  |