My oldest son isn't living with me right now. I'm very depressed about this too. This weekend he decided he was bigger than me and swung a punch at me. He is currently with my dad. I just wanted him to go for a couple of weeks but now my step mom is talking about putting him in school where she lives. I just don't know what to do any more. My mom called me tonight and basically told me I suck at being a mom and that I'm a failure. (Maybe she's right.) I don't feel like celebrating the holidays now.

I just wish I knew what to do with my son.