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Originally Posted by dalexa My Ponytail Polly couldnt be a good Mom; apparently she was
very sick; I layed on the nearby sofa at 10-10:30 and went
to sleep, woke up at 12:45 and she was in the same position
as earlier...checked and she was not okay...something went
wrong. Her poor babies only have me for Mom now, I really dont
know if I can raise them from such a young age...could she have
bled to death internally? was it a reaction to the anethesia?
I just feel so bad as this breeding was my idea and it killed her.
I feel sick, I was almost mad at her for not taking to the babies
but she couldnt help it. I never imagined this could happen!!!
She could walk, drink water but refused food...I should have realized
something was wrong. I honestly think she died soon after I put the
babies on to eat. I was praising her and rubbing her, she just looked
up at me...it was a look for help and I didnt get it. Wish I knew what
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please please please do not blame yourself.....
aiys... i felt the pinched too when i read your thread, tears row down my eyes.... aiys.... well you have to be strong now... those babies need you now, they have loss their mama so they are counting on you, so u have to be strong okie.... i'm sorry for your loss and i will keep u in my prayers....