Just picked up on your thread and I am tears too.Please dont think you were a bad mum as someone who loved Tara so much could never be bad.She was so lucky to have someone who loved her so much in her short life.I will be thinking about you,it will get better.It takes a long time and we never forget them.You will be in my prayers.
Hugs and kisses,
Sheila and Ellie
