Kitty I know just what you mean ...I went from a 2 person relationship to just ME doing everything because he no longer can - and it's very stressful.
Some days you just want to get in the car and keep on driving.
I don't have the luxury of ever having any space to myself ...so to get that - I have to be the one who leaves to just be 'me' somewhere - It sucks to have someone around 24/7 - so be lucky your husband isn't home all the time.....I would welcome that !
My solution is play with the girls and feel blessed - things could always be so much worse and remember you have a home and healthy kids. I never had problems with my sons - but cherished the little boys they were and MISS those little boys so much. They're grown men now and I love them but there is nothing like having young kids....it's just the best.
remember - your kids will be all grown up and moved out one day - too fast actually....Try to enjoy and relax and maybe get some medication to help YOU feel better. |