I raised children alone [or practically, I had great parents who were always there for us] and it's so hard. I know everything looks bleak right now, but you
can do it! You need help and a relationship with your children. Do you think they are mature enough to listen to you if you sat them down and discussed it all with them? Sometimes children will surprise you. I don't mean talk to them about financial matters or grownup things that they don't understand. Perhaps if they understood your feelings and frustrations and were willing to express theirs, you all could work out solutions together. I will be praying for you all ... keep your chin up, you just never know when things will begin to look up! Just know that there
are people out here who love you!