it doen'st matter "how much worse" someone else might have it. These are your problems and for you they are real and important. Have you talked to someone about this? Earlier this week someone posted something along these lines.. and the general responses were.. you can't do this alone... i'm a "kid" well 23.. but i live at home still.. and i know i haven't been perfect... but know that your kids love you more than you will ever know... how old are they? and if you were to leave them... they would be lost... even though they may never show you that... but you should think about seeing someone... i did... it helped me so much... i'm sure our "problems" differ from eachother.. but talking to someone was the smartest thing i could have done. we are here for you!
"God is great, but sometimes life ain’t good, and when I pray..it don’t always turn out like I think it should…but I do it anyway, I do it anyway" i'm not an overly religious person.. but i thought his might help
