I felt better this morning. I went out to a nearby store bought some healhty food i.e. salmon, vegetables and ate healthy and I did a lot of stuff at home. I did feel good. Its 12.50am here now...I feel I am lapsing again...its like I am on a roller coaster..I could be happy and then go the other way pretty fast..I really hate what I am feeling..I wish it would go away but I know if it will, it has already gone away and I don't have to deal with it until now.I finally emailed my husband and told him what I was dealing with because I am not sure if I could deal with it alone anymore.It will be a few days till he comes home so I am trying to hang on in there.I did not call Piccolo's Mom. I couldn't bring myself to. I am sorry.I will call and our babies can play when I feel better about myself. |