[IluvLucy]

Potter,
I understand completely. When my husband died last October I felt like my life was over. I fight depression every day and have withdrawn from life in general. I don't want to be around people with the exception of my children and close family.

I'm to the point now where I realize Mark would hate for me to feel like this. He loved me and was very proud of me and seeing how I am now would truly upset him. I'm beginning to take an interest now in my closest friends but it's very difficult. I haven't been to church since he died even though I am a Christian and know that everything happens for a reason and HE has a plan for us all.

Please get help. I did and am beginning to feel alive again. God bless