Hi Villette,
I was aware of your situation but I didn't know how you are taking it because you usually sound really cheerful. Its good that you are opening up to us too. As for you mentioning people DON'T WANT to hear about that kind of thing, real friends will understand. If they are always hanging around you and asking you questions, you know they want you to talk to them more than just the average trivial stuff. I do hope there is someone like this around you. If there is, try not to shut them off. Try to reach out. If there isn't, come to YT like I did...I never regret posting the thread now. You can always PM me also. I do understand the part about a deathwatch. Somehow, I think you have to talk about it be it online or to one of your friends. Usually, women fare better when they talk about stuffs.
Here is my favourite quote from the Bible.
"Therefore, do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own" --Matthew 6:34
I know saying is easy than putting it in to action and an unknown future is always scary but there will always be a future and that hope will keep you going. |