I COMPLETELY understand...
that's how I've been feeling for a while
people here are the same, I mean here no one is really friends, no one has close bonds or anything, it's all very superficial and full of deception, for a while that's really upset me. That's one of the reasons I really like YT too, like people are just friendly and helpful,and for a long time I just didn't know that in other places people were like that. I figured that everywhere was like my town.
Maybe you could join one of those community type classes? Something you want to learn like pottery or kickboxing maybe?!
I'm sorry that you feel like you can't talk to your husband, but I don't think you should feel guilty, if you're feeling this bad, I'm sure he would rather know then to think that you're fine...
I hope things get better for you, if you think you need to get help for depression, then you should definitly do that. but remember, you don't have to take the pills forever, once you start feeling better and it's easier to socialize and you find some friends, I suggest going off them... that is my personal suggestion because I've seen some bad effects of addiction to those sorts of pills, and also seen some amazing recovery from those pills.
Good luck hun! *hugs* |