Thank you for the touch of kindness. I am so touched I am bawling. It did take me lots of courage to write it in a forum but I know I can't go on like this..i really can't. I find it easier to write it in a forum than to tell someone face to face because I start to find myself having the difficulty to talk to people and look them in the eye because I have this thought that they think that I am ugly and I am sure they find me snobbish and my english being funny because I have no slang at all.i guess when you don't have a job, your self-worth and esteem becomes a question.i feel better after everyone's kind words. Thank you so much. It really meant a lot to me. |