I am so glad someone talk this out with me. I am lately always feeling tired. It gets heavier and heavier and I had to pour it out. It somehow stops me from functioning properly and eats me up inside. I do feel happy with my puppy. I like to bring him out with me and go everywhere and sneak him in his carrier bag.It makes me feel better than going out myself..another source of feeling lonely. My in-laws..I seem to not be able to communicate with them..just the how are yous..i don't think they understand the way i feel with puppy either because they have not had a pet before and might be thinking i am nuts to love him the way I do. They probably know how to judge what he is trained and what he is not in my home when they don't know better but for me, he is just being a puppy. Maybe I should start trying to seek peace within me and be my own best friend.Will it really work? I don't know although I do hope so. |