Ive been there for some time. It seems that friends are friends until they want something that I refuse to give them. Somehow, I feel like I have been a magnet for moochers all of my live. My fourleggers are the only beings that give me unconditional love. I am happy for that, and with them. I have a few friends that I cherish. Having my new baby Gracie has gotten me acquainted with some new people, but they are just acquaintances. You know, I think I have figured out that so many people in my life have hurt me, that it is easier to be alone than to face yet another hurt. I am not depressed, I used to think I was. I am quite happy in my own company. I suggest you look within yourself. When you find your best friend there, you will be able to evaluate whether others are worthy of your friendship. Your feelings of loneliness will subside, because your best friend is always with you.
__________________ Gracie loves Bailey. Holly loves Tucker. Proud member of the YT Gracie Girls. |