[AllyKenyon]

So a couple weeks ago my husband had to take a week off cuz his mill he works at shut down. needless to say that because of it we cant pay our bills or rent this payday because instead of a full 2 week pay check plus overtime, we have a week with no overtime on this check. we decided since our daughter is 3 she needs a costume and so we broke down and bought her one. it was hanging on my fish tank stand in front of fergies cage and so i left to take mckinzys costume back to walmart. rylees costume wasnt even touching the crate at all but somehow while we were gone, she managed to pull half of the costume and the accessories that go with it through the front of the crate and she tore it to shreds...im so mad. this has been the roughest week ever...my kids both are still kinda sick with the flu. they both have diarhea and i was up every 45 min with mckinzy last night changing her diaper. needless to say because of it she is VERY raw and screams bloody murder when i change her. diaper rash cream and every other thing i have tried hasnt helped her so i have been not getting any sleep, and i have been listening to 2 screaming kids and cleaning up puke and poop for days lmao. the whole costume just was the icing on the cake. im furious because now i have to tell my hubby that the pup ate rylees costume which he is gonna FLIP, and now because of only having one week on his paycheck, we already had to splurge and buy her costume once, now we dont have the money to get her another one. we have no one that we know that has an old one we can use. our only options right now i guess is to break down and buy her another one which we REALLY cant afford because like i said, we cant even pay rent right now, or she just doesnt get one and cant really celebrate halloween. i really dont know what to do now. i know my hubby is gonna flip his lid when i tell him. im sick to my stomach right now because this is really the first halloween she has actually understood what was going on and she gets cheated out of it because somehow fergie decided rylees costume was dinner lol. and of course its our fault for one because the costume was there but for two we cant afford to buy her another one. ok im done lol...im sooo upset right now i just needed to vent a little. thanks for listening