Darlene,
I haven't been on for awhile and just caught your post. I'm so sorry for your loss. Why is it that we always want to put blame on ourselves! You did what you thought was best for your baby as anyof us would have done. We all make decisions at times and I'm sure you felt it was the right one and I believe that it was. I would have done the same. It's so hard because we feel so totally responsible because we had it in our hands. The fact of the matter is, you baby is where God wanted that baby to be...For whatever reason! NOW, STOP BLAMING YOURSELF. Your are not the bad guy here. I believe you loved that baby with all your heart and now you are entitled to grieve, but you are not entitled to blame yourself. That baby wouldn't want you to do that. It would hurt her/him terribly to watch you. Remember, the spirit of your little furbaby is all around you still. Watching and loving you. Please be gentle with yourself and thank the Lord for the time you had together here on earth and wait, yes wait patiently until you meet again FOREVER, AND EVER AND EVER.
God Bless You Dear,
Dollie's Mom
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