I don't have a lot of fancy words. I can say very simply that sometimes we have to make very hard decisions that cannot be reversed. We make those decisions using the best information we have at the time. Hind sight is always better and it is human nature to "second guess" decisions that we have made in the past. What If's are a demon waiting to devour us. The guilt will ONLY go away if YOU let it go. You made the very best decision you could with the information you had at the time. And you made those decisions with all the love and compassion that a Mom posesses.
I had to make that same heart-breaking decision two weeks ago. I am riding in the same boat with you on a very dark and stormy sea of emotions -- guilt, anger, hurt and more sorrow that one human should have to feel -- sending you hugs |