I'm so frustrated about this whole situation. My fiance & I have been together for 6years. We are getting married next year (still in the middle of wedding planning). And we just moved in together in the beginning of this year. I just don't understand men's need to oggle and look at half naked women. Be it in a Maxim, FHM magazine or looking at Import models on the net. It makes me feel so inadequate.

I know I'm definetly not 5'7" 110lbs with ginormous DD's. I can't help but feel that if
THAT is what he longs for & wants. I know it's definetly not me. It just hurts that he looks at other women. My guy friends say "all guys do it" blah blah blah, "it's just a fantasy", but ummm hello? Aren't I supposed to me 'The One'?! I just don't get it. I don't go drooling over other men. It just hurts me so that he still does.