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Originally Posted by AngelandLily it's from Lily's breeder. I won't get a dog from her ever. I'm fairly claim now. just still tired and crying. I called my doctor,and he's got me on depresion drugs. quite honestly I told both the doctor and my husband without Lily I've got no reason any more. I'm done. don't care. I want Lily back |
Hi Angel, after we lost Cassie it was pulling me down, I had to fight back to regain my self being, I was not eating and just felt terrible, I realized that I had a husband that needed me and had to take care of myself so that I would physically be able to do so. I pushed myself back into my hobbies and then started thinking of getting another yorkie not to replace Cassie but because we needed another, Jack has Parkinsons and she was his absolute shadow and mine too, our companion and so many times when the going got tough she would come and lick my tears away, she always knew when Jack was having one of his worst days, and most are. We knew that God didn't give her to us forever, I am a believer that when it is God's choosing to take them back, I must do so grudgingly but thankfully in knowing that he blessed us with them, someone mentioned maybe if you could find a christian councelor to help you through this difficult time. All I have to do is look about me and see all the many reasons for pushing on, it isn't easy but with asking God to help me he really does. I can not begin my day without asking for his guidance and wisdom to see me through out the day for whatever comes my way, I shall be keeping you in my prayers. Patti