I'm soo sorry to hear about your loss. I,too, lost my parents. My dad died when I was eleven after marrying my step-mom two years prior (he was 31, and shortly after my step mom adopted my brother and I) and My mom's alive but dead to me ( I haven't seen her since I was nine, I believe). I've spoken to her but she tries to fill me up with lies and put me on guilt trips so I figure I'm better off without her.
I really agree. There are so many things I wish to this day I had been able to say to my daddy. He was my hero, my everything, he gave my brother and I a reason to live. He rescued us from hell and the day we lost him we lost everything except eachother ( and his parents and siblings). Please everyone who has their parents Please I urge you please tell them daily you love them and spend real quality time with them. You have no idea how much you'll truely miss them when they're gone. You think you know but the pain in unreal. even till this day I feel the pain. I'm at the age where I think about settling down and I'm my daddy's only biological girl and I don't have him to walk me down the aisle or have the father daughther dance. It's heart breaking.
BETTYANNE: I don't know if you recall me, but Toto was Tiggers valentine this year, and I just wanted to say I know exactly what you're going through. It's been twelve years (as of July 12th) and I still hear his voice or feel like he's right beside me. I blamed myself for the longest time. I kept thinking "what if I had been there? I could've saved him" I sometimes still get mad at him for leaving. I'm sorry to hear about your loss but just know I'm thinking about you as well as Tigger and his soon to be little brother. Heartfelt wishes to you during your time of need.
Tigger sends kisses to you and Toto. |