I know exactly how you are feeling. At least, I think I do. I've been in much the same place four times in my life and you're right that there really is nothing anyone can say to make things better. You just have to be brave and try to deal with your feelings as they come. Don't let your emotions rob you of precious time with your baby. Spend the time well and don't let them see your grief, because they do pick up on your feelings. This is something that we all have to deal with. All living things will die someday. Our grandparents pass on and then our parents. It seems a lot different when our little yorkies pass on, because they are our babies and to us they seem so young, even when they are not. It isn't fair, but that is life and there isn't any magic pill that will take the pain in life away. Bless you!
__________________ Karen Kacee Muffin 1991-2005 Rest in Peace My Little Angel |