I believe I've found someone from this site to take Beau. He could possibly be going to live with her tonight. My heart is torn. The thought of giving him up and never ever being able to see that little face again in my lifetime is killing me. I asked God last night night to help me, to tell me what to do. I know several of you on here have mentioned foster care. I know what it means, but what happens if my life isn't together in a pre-determined amount of time, what happens to Beau? And what is a pre-determined amount of time for fostering? What would his life be like as a Foster Baby? I'm so mixed up and I'm not sure I'm making a rational decision. We're talking forever here that he would be out of my life. I've wanted a yorkie for so long and I have this darling baby in my life that I've wanted forever it seems, and now he could be gone in just a matter of minutes. |