You poor dear! It seems as though you have the weight of the world on your shoulders right now. *HUGGGG* My heart goes out to you and wish I could help! As for your baby...fostering sounds like a good answer! At least, you'd know he'd be back in your life when things are looking better. It would still be hard to say goodbye, but if it wasn't forever, maybe it would be a little easier?
I know exactly how you're feeling with your son's problems. I went through that with my son when he was a senior in high school. Thank goodness, we got him into treatment and it worked and he has been clean and sober for over 3 years now and in college taking up addiction counseling. I wish you were closer...I know my son would try to help him. Between your baby, your son, and your divorce, you have to be so overwhelmed with so many emotions. I am so sorry and I will be praying for you and your family. Best wishes for the sun to shine soon! |