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Originally Posted by monkeyandpenut it seems im like that...im scared to get hurt...But i wanna get rid of that, i just realized yesterday that i gotta doit for my own well being and happines.... |
You know, i have had my battles at my marriage also. My younger life was far from great. My mom left me when I was 7 years old so i went to live with my dad which he tried but he drank alot and was never home either. I actually went to a counsler a while back because I was always trying to leave jeff even over the stupidest things. As I have said in a past post. I have trust issues also and dont trust people or get real close to ppl for the fear that there just going to leave anyway so why bother even try mentality. There are still sometimes that I cannot talk to my husband like a wife should but I had so much fear that he was going to leave me that I found every way possible to leave him first. I dont know your upbringing or situation I just thought i would share. This is really a big step for me..I guess i am getting better huh?
