I hope I didn't bash you when I wrote my opinions,if I did or it sounds like I did,please forgive me.I have never had to deal with this kind of problem or known what you are going through mentally.I went back and have read all your posts and can see how much this is hurting you . I do understand that Parker needs a home with a full time Mom dedicated to him and his problem,someone that will love him as much as you do.He is such a beautiful little guy and I am an old woman that forgot what it is like to have a child and husband to care for too.Good luck to you in finding the perfect home for Parker.Again,if my words were painful or harsh ,forgive me,please.Like others I sometimes speak before I know the whole story.I will be very careful in the future.