[Tashasmom]

I wanted to thank everyone for the kind words and prayers. We are trying to get through this. It's not easy..she meant so much to us.
I would be lying if I said I felt better today..cause i don't. I can't seem to pull it together. I do know with time this will ease. I know soon I will be able to think of her and smile. I just wish that time would get here. My heart is breaking for her. We all just seem to be so lost right now. She was like the mommy of all of our dogs. She had such a gentle nature about her and all the dogs got so much comfort from her as we did.
I know some may not agree with this but we are thinking of re homing our horses. We don't want to take the chance of this ever happening again.
I have to admit I was so angry at them for doing this. I now know it wasn't their fault but the hurt is still there and I don't think it will ever go away. They didn't mean to kill my baby but they did. It doesn't help that I am scared of the horses. My husband is the one that wanted to keep them and my girls..but they too feel like I do about it. We just think its best for us and our dogs.
The yorkies do get excited and run in there and bark at them..they don't do it often but all it takes is one time and I can't take that chance again.