Your fine!!! Hey I havn't gone through half of what you have, and I am an overprotective mommy to Moe, even Moe is getting tired of my constant mothering.I read lots on this forum, and some of the "freak" accidents that have caused people to lose thier babies, has me on high allert......so obviously you having actually lost a baby will be at an even higher level of protective awareness.Your not crazy, you just care....and once your baby gets a bit older and shows you she is a toughie, you will begin to find yourself calming down.Moe fell down our staircase only just today, now he has been up and dowwn then hundreds of times since Dec, it just goes to show, keeping a watchfull eye and planning ahead for what may be isn't always a bad thing.I now am watching him to see that he is o.k. he is limping, but he does have LCP.... anyways your doing a great job.....and braver than me to lose one and get back into the swing of things so soon! I commend you.
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