I'm so sorry for your loss ... but things will get better... you know your mom might just surprise you with her reaction if you ever did decide to tell her, mom's always know their kids , she might already know ya know....and don't feel bad you have ONE BIG OL' FAMILY HERE! Who will support you and accept you for the person you are.. and heck if you invite us ..most of us will probably go to your wedding
.... take care and always look up...
