Hi, I have read the other postings and wanted to comment. I am not one to tell anyone how to live their life but can share my life experience with you.
We just had our 50th wedding anniversary the 19th. Life is not a bed of roses no matter how you slice it, marriage, employment raising kids, friends, on and on and on. However, it is something that I found takes a lot of work on my part to have a happy life, and to be successful in all challenges that face me, so through the years that is what has gotten me thorough it all. The past is the past, to move forward and gain knowledge from things we learn in life is of great value. I pray everything will work out for you and wish you the best. Through the years my love for my husband has grown so deeply, he is now fighting a battle with Parkinsons Disease (for six years) it is a daily struggle, telling you how long we have been married, yes it tells you we are up in our years. I was told that I needed to go on a treatment a year ago but due to his illness I decided not to because he couldn't handle it, it would be very rough on me and I could not take care of him, so I opted not to. Good Lord willing HE will enable me to be here to take care of my hubby and then what ever will be, will be. I just want to say I faced many many hard times through the years but am so thankful I toughed them out and thank the Lord each day for the blessings HE has given us and for always being the one person I could lean on in those tough times. I am not a fanatic in christianity but I am a christian and know that through my beliefs it has been my crutch in life and has enabled me to become the person I am and to hold the happiness I treasure. I sincerely wish the best for you and I definately will be praying for you in your situation. Patti ~~Baby Blessing~~ |