I feel for you, I would hate to be in the position you are in now...Our feelings are complex ( women).... I too use to dream a lot of my first love, he was so adventurous, spontanious,handsome and made me feel like a sexy woman! But those things don't last. Ask yourself why you married your husband, he probably is a great father, your best friend and a great guy..You are just probably remembering how you use to feel when you were around your first love and how much passion there was back then between the 2 of you...and you probably miss it. That is way normal. If you love your hubby and ultimately know he is good for you..I would just try to distance yourself from the ex...it would be nothing but trouble for you. Good luck and no judgements..I think there is a time that everyone questions who they are with, why and what their future hold with them. I have been with the same man since I was 17!! OMG!
