 Guess what? I did it!!
Yep, I'm single. I'm down and out right now but it was for the best. I know it was. This is going to be very hard for the next couple of months as I have just stopped talking to my best friend/boyfriend of four years, but I really needed to do this for myself. I am trying to stay busy, but breakups still are hard. This is my first 'real' breakup. So thanks to everyone for your encouragement and friendly words before. It helps to know people are behind me. My parents of course are behind me but the more the merrier. The initial break-up was really hard for me. I had to call the ambulance because he called me in the middle of the night telling me that he had just taken all of his prescription pills and he wanted to talk to me until he fell asleep. (another thing I don't need to deal with anymore). So I called an ambulance to his house and I don't know what happened. I haven't been answering his calls because it's too hard. Just thought you guys would like to know that I finally did something good for my life...so no more "Punch your lights out!" posts! |